Life is intended to take you on a wild and beautiful journey, yet I know it is also hard and hurtful and raw. At times you can feel incredibly alive and supported, floating with the feeling of total clarity and passionate joy for where you are headed, and other times you feel lost and uncertain, baffled and frantic, alone and undeserving.
Yet throughout all of your ups and downs, if you are honest with yourself and pause long enough to listen, you can always feel the thread of your Soul guiding you gently and steadfastly forward.
Within us all lives a deep and unwavering knowing of who we came here to BE. It may have started in childhood woven through your unique and childish obsessions, it might have stirred as a teenager when a teacher offered you an assignment on an uncommon topic or perhaps it came alive after your first real heartbreak.
Whatever the moment, your connection to this spark of curiosity that seemed to not make sense to anyone but you, is a sacred gift from your Soul.
And, even though you might not have been aware of a big picture as you barreled through your life caught up in all the meanderings of growing up, you can still remember the stirring of something greater than you, moving within you, as your Soul paused and offered you the tendril of its purpose and wanting.
These days you brush up against it from time to time, it feels electric, alive, beckoning, trying to get your attention as its rough edges scrape against the confining walls of the beliefs that tell you it’s not possible, that what you want is silly, unattainable, childish, irresponsible.
Yet, you can’t deny the moments when you dip into the vastness of your Soul and touch this place inside you. As you allow yourself to be with this place you can see that it stretches out in front of you pulling you forward, begging that you pay attention and give in to the wisdom it is longing to share.
So, even when you are unaware of the greater Divine orchestration that is unfolding, when you are lost in the darkness of your woes, I urge you to look back and give witness to the worn and tattered path that you have been walking that brought you to this exact right moment in time, as you followed the loving and enduring thread of your Soul.
Even when you are unaware of the greater Divine orchestration that is unfolding, when you are lost in the darkness of your woes, your Soul is always wanting what is most aligned and cherished for you. So I urge you to look back and give witness to the worn and tattered path that you have been walking that brought you to this exact right moment in time, as you followed the loving and enduring thread of your Soul.
Sweet one, I wonder what could be different if you partnered with your Soul to guide your journey instead of believing your beliefs?
Dearest Sarah, I felt as though you were reciting my life verbatim. It was profoundly eye opening. Unbelievably so. It spoke to my very soul. I am now and have been for the last year and a half, going through and feeling exactly how you felt. I hate myself too right now. I have been feeling alone and unworthy. Even though I began the journey then, things were going the way of “normal” existence, they were going well by those standards. 12 weeks ago I became ill. I went to the er twice and ultimately wound up admitted on the third visit. Up to that point they kept telling me that there was nothing wrong with me. But, I ended up with pneumonia.Two weeks ago I became ill again. It has debilitated me completely. I’ve literally been in bed for the whole time. My relationship with my husband is not working. So that adds to the problem. This morning he did something that infuriated me and I lost it. I was screaming at him and lost control. I kept repeating how much I hated him and that I was done. Now mind you, I have been doing nothing but trying to accept what I was finding out about myself, but I couldn’t feel or connect with the truths. I left the house and it took me awhile to calm down. I’ve also been trying to center myself on my destiny journey but I couldn’t live up to it. All the feels you felt are upon me now. It’s horrible. However, the positive feels you felt were there as well. I just knew in that moment it was time to make a change. To my truth. To my sovereignty. To my destiny. I have a lot of healing to do, but I am committed to it at this point in my life. You inspired me and made me feel so much stronger. It was no accident that I came to you today. I know this. I am grateful for you and the love and support that you give to us. It is transformative and we are all better off for it. It never surprises me when I am having a connection with a soul and the Divine Universe. Thank you for the hand up. You spoke directly to my soul today. I hope you understand how important it was that you were in my life. I am continuing on my journey towards becoming my authentic self. I know I don’t have to take tremendous steps. Each baby step, works just as well. As long as I’m heading in the right direction, I’m good with that. It has been a profound awakening. Continue to allow your light and love shine through.